Feelings of guilt is always there in me. I think why this should happen to me. I never do evil, even though people would think I was bad but I try not to do harm to the people around me. Since my daughter died, I tried to control myself to always feel humble towards all things. I would shrink myself from people I know that I did not seem like a failure. 2 years have passed since the late Cassendara Vendra died,
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| Cassendra Vendra R.I.P Date of Birth 06 September 2009 Date of Death 07 September 2009 |
my sorrow and grief is never lost, but it increases when my son is facing Hypoxic ischemic encephalopathy. Congestive felt when I was given the appearance of such tests. Actually I was not strong enough to deal with these, for me this is very extreme, my heart felt like shouting, "This is not fair"
